Showing posts with label mom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mom. Show all posts

Monday, December 21, 2009

Manipulations & Some Stress

So for my first order of business I said I'd post up my manip I finished of the band member graphic I did. =] And here it is! Whoot! I'm really glad they liked it!


Phew. Anyways, lately it's been rough. Recently my mom has been to the hospital after an MRI resulted in "findings" and the doctor told us that she had a mass on the left side of her brain. It is too deep to remove with effecting both her motor skills and speech permanently. This all happened starting last week on Wednesday. =[ She was recently supposed to have a biopsy but there was a mis-communication about the day and they wanted to do it on Christmas Eve .. mom passed in favor of just doing it on Monday of next week. I've been really stressed out and just a mess in the head and at work, suck it up Jess! heh.

Anywho, I have basically the whole rest of the week off. (pause as Trevor called ^^) Might wander on over to Trevors house for a portion of the day. Mom said something about going to see Nikki and her mom tomorrow morning so we'll see what happens then. I also gotta put that black duct tape to use and tape up my back window before it rains/snows again. @-@;; urgh.

Anywho! Christmas shopping is done for now ... I mean, I'm going to find out some stuff tomorrow and see if what I wanna get will work for Nikki but yeah. ♥ I think that's all for now, I gotta go stress over a manipulation I said I'd do. ><

♥ Toodles.

Monday, September 01, 2008

UGH and double UGH

Right now I am really at my wits end with my mom and I don't know why. I mean, I can barely stand talking to her anymore right now because all she has to say is something that I do wrong or something that I NEED to be doing or just NAGGING in general. It drives me up the wall, makes me grind my teeth, and just makes me want to scream and forget I wanted to do anything. I dunno, she gets under my skin to the point of pain. I planned on doing so much today and I just don't know .. I can't.

I think it's because we're so much alike or something .. I dunno, that's fine and dandy but I just need a break. I can't get along with my dad but I just .. it's like scratching nails and TEETH down a chalkboard .. imagine that .. feel the shiver? yea...

Besides all that I'm going to lay out Heidi's dress tomorrow on my blanket, great idea Mom #2!, and get everything cut out. That is my goal! If I can get to the piecing then that's super. >P I have 9 days to do this like 7 part dress. Though help will be needed for the pleats and mom # 2 is helping .. so we're all good. I hope it fits fine though, since I've lost a little bit of weight. Yay me.

Been working on all sorts of stuff! I need to get some D-rings from the hardware store for Trevors bag since he got me a strap and then I'm just gonna patch it up and tah-dah! A simple project I never set my mind too. Damnit. =( I wish I would've finished it faster. Trevor's so patient and even helps push me along. <3 I love you baby.

Toodles for now.